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[Aug. 28th, 2007|02:29 pm] |
last night was a great night full of randomness and no sleep. i had a lot of fun. still haven't slept though.
it's been a great last couple of days.
i'm starting to get scared now. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2007|09:06 pm] |
i don't know. i just don't know.
i want to die, not leave. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2007|12:01 pm] |
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i don't understand how sometimes i just want to die. i don't understand how sometimes i make the people around me so upset and uncomfortable. i'm tired and i think i like Ativan too much to have a prescription for it. but if they hadn't given it to me i don't know how i'd cope. i'm weak. i'm weak and i'm tired and i just want to sleep and be medicated until september 2nd and then i kind of want to die instead of go away because i think that then, when people remember me, they'll think of me as sad but with a lot of potential, and not just as the fuck up i am. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2007|04:48 pm] |
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I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED AND I LOVE IT! |
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[Jul. 10th, 2007|02:52 pm] |
i feel hollow.
i feel alone and cut off from all existence. i feel like i'm trying to tread water in a wading pool and someone has cut off my limbs and now i have to be held. i can't call anyone. i'm not allowed alone time. i have to do what i'm told when i'm told because i don't have the means to do anything else. i'm tired of it. this is when i'm not supposed to be dependent anymore and i'm fucking tired of being told what to do and i'm tired of being called fucking names for doing what i want. this is my fucking time so people need to back the fuck off and shut the fuck up. |
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